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Name: Aet
Country: Australia
Metro: Brisbane
Gender: Female
Interests: lots and lots of movies, friends, using my mobile as little as possible, my Nintendo DS, Coca-Cola, pocky, Webcomics (Penny Arcade, Bunny, Applegeeks, Little Gamers, Ctrl Alt Del, Mac Hall, Quentionable Content), Computer and video games (anything Warcraft, Quake 3 Arena, Neverwinter Nights, Starcraft, Morrowind, BloodRayne, Halo), Music (Nine Inch Nails, Linkin Park, Alkaline Trio, Smashing Pumpkins, Melissa Auf Der Maur, Marilyn Manson, A Perfect Circle, Gorillaz, Sum 41, Placebo, Boomkat, Ladytron) and while I'm not as goth as I used to be, I probably still wear more black than you.
Expertise: I support the annihilation of annoying people.
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: Aeternum@iinet.net.au
Member Since:
1/17/2005
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| Every year about the same time I get the urge to cook. I don’t know if it’s because I rediscover episodes of Anthony Bourdain, No Reservations on my computer or cos it’s Thanksgiving in the US, but I just want to cook, and stuff I usually wouldn’t make. This time around it’s desserts. I’m really pissed off at my local woollies cos they have nothing that I need to make my next concoction: Lime and raspberry cheesecake with an audible base. You shall be told why audible once it’s made and eaten.
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| I hate times like these. I can’t sleep even though I’m exhausted cos all I do is lie in bed and think about how I really don’t want to be me. My life is generally good, I have a fantastic boyfriend that would go to the ends of the earth for me, friends that will be there no matter what and parents that support me in everything I do, but I still just lie there and think about how easy it would be to run away. I worked out earlier that it would only cost me a little over $1000 to change my name and move away from here, leaving everyone and everything behind and starting over. I was actually really relieved to find how easy it would be to disappear.
I don’t know why, but when I thought about Alix, my parents and my friends, I thought “They’d probably be worried for a while if I just left without a word, but I honestly don’t care cos they’d get over it. I just don’t want to be me anymore. I just want to cut all ties and start with a clean slate.” Does thinking that make me a selfish person? I just want to go somewhere I won't be found and be left alone with nothing to tie me to the life I’m living right now. I even know what I'd change my name to.
I guess everyone has their own version of pure freedom, and this is mine.
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| Just heading home from Alix's after spending every second with him from Wednesday night to Monday morning. He took Thursday and Friday off work for the Wrath of the Lich King expansion launch on Thursday night and we've basically just been levelling our toons, Death Knights included. Met some awesome people at the launch party as well, including Chris's clone, LOL. Alix and I stood in line for about 2 hours just chatting and making jokes with Nick then he won the dance contest by doing the male Tauren dance and Alix won the raffle so Nick and I ended up with collectors editions of WotLK. He plays horde too so I might have someone to help me level and I might actually be able to stick with a horde toon for once!
My 5 days with Alix were awesome, despite him being in a really bad mood on Saturday night. Simon was over as well and he took off after we finished the dungeon we were in despite it being about 2.30am. Alix was basically silent till he realized I was right over the other side of the bed. He was really worried he had me scared and honestly I was a little scared. This was a side of Alix I'd never seen, but he'd told me about. This was the scary, intimidating Alix from high school but I didn't want to just back off and let it run it's course cos it's still Alix. I know he's not going to hit me or do anything to hurt me, so even when he's like that, I want to be with him. I want to know every aspect of him, good and bad, and I don't care that his best friend and sister have seen him like that and backed off, I'm not them. I'm the girl that's in love with him and is willing to take the good with he bad.
Apart fom that little blow out it was the best 5 days I've had for as long as I can remember. I had so much fun and I know now that Alix and I can spend more than just a weekend together and not want to murder one another, LOL. | | |
| Just finished the 2nd episode of Rain-slick Precipice of Darkness (the Penny Arcade game), so awesome. It's one of those games you first get just cos you love Penny Arcade, then when you start playing it, you realise you also love the game. The writing and art are awesome (go Gabe and Tycho) and the animation is perfectly quirky for what you'd expect from Penny Arcade, Hot Head studios did a great job capturing the aesthetic. Might I also add that you get to beat up people you'd want to beat up in real life. Episode one, it was mimes and hobos. Episode two, it's mental patients in an asylum and the Mac fanboy from the comic, Charles. I hate that guy. I'm not anti-Mac by any stretch of the imagination (I'm typing this on my iMac ffs) but that guy is way too overzealous. Fucking awesome that Twisp and Catsby make an appearance as well.
PS Rofl, my spell check wanted to chance hobos to homos
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| Heading to bed soon, just typing out a quick post seeing it's been a few days. I ended up going home on Monday when I threw up at work and didn't get back till yesterday only to be yelled at over something that happened last week when I was home with the flu and therefore, isn't my fault. So I'm looking for another job. Red Cross has an opening coming up soon and what I'm doing now would actually make me happy to work there again, so I'm applying as soon as I get word that applications are open.
Also, meeting Kour tomorrow night seeing he's visiting Brisbane this weekend, so I'ma have 4 boys here on Friday night (Alix, Kour, Krid and Simon) even though all I want is a weekend with Alix and be otherwise left the hell alone. Oh well, I'm sure it'll be fun if I can wake up properly.
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